Zindgi ka safar (Romnce+pain+incest+Adultery) part 8

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Bhai ki death aur mummy ke mental hone se papa mayus rahne lage....mujhe bhi teek hone me teen month lage....neha aur bakiyo ko choti mummy ne sambhal liya tha...mere teek hone par choti mummy mujhe kabhi bhi mummy ki kami hone nhi deti thi...main bhi apni behno ke saath rehne laga...mummy ko sehar ke hospital admit kiya hua tha....din gujrte gye aur saal ho gya mummy teek nhi huyi aur papa bhi jaise hasna bhul gye hamre saath waqt bitna bhul gye....dada ki bhi ussi saal death ho gyi.....par dada ne sara kuch mere naam kar diya tha....dada ki death se papa aur tut gye aur ek month baad papa aur choti mummy sehar gye meri mummy ko dekhne aur jab vapas aaye toh meri zindgi hi badal gyi...meri choti mummy jo mera khyal rakhti thi wo kahi ghum ho gyi...aur jo wapas aayi wo meri souteli maa thi na ki choti mummy unho ne mujhe preshan karna suru kar diya...papa ke samme teek rehta par baad me jaise mujhse dusmano se bhi bura saluk karti rahi wahi neha nisha aur kirti didi ke saath rehti thi toh uss pe jada fark nhi pada... main ekla padne laga...school me mere dost ajju jo pass ke gaon ka tha aur uska bhai krishan mere bhai jaise dost the....mera ek aur dost tha mukesh jo mere hi goan ka tha aur mere ghar par bhi aana jana tha....meri zindgi mere dosto ke pass khushi se beet jati wahi ghar par choti maa ne mujhe khane se lekar sabhi chizo me tang karne lagi...meri behan ko bhi kuch paata nhi chala mere saath kya kya ho raha tha ghar me...aur me neha ke liye khush tha ke usse koi problem nhi aa rahi...din beet rahe thi aur mujh pe julam bhi badh rahe the
waqt apni raftar me gujrta gya maine apne dard khud tak hi rakhe...mere dost ajju aur krishan ko mere baare me sab paata tha.....par maine mukesh ko kuch paata nhi lagne diya...maine apna sara dhayan padai aur kasrat par laga diya...meri umer aur class badti rahi....main 11 me tha jab mere chacha ne mere papa ko business karne ko kaha choti mummy ke kehne par papa maan gye aur business karne sehar chale gye.. .papa pehle business me khud ko ajma ke dekhna chahte the tab hame lekar jana chahte the....main aur baki sab choti mummy ke pas reh gye...ab toh mummy ke julam aur badne lage....main bua ke pas kam hi jata tha ya yu keh sakti ho mummy ne maana kiya hua tha....mere julam ka pata meri behno ko bhi paata chala par neha ko chod kisi ko dukh nhi hua jaise unhe sab pehle se paata ho maine neha ko bhi chup rehne ko kaha aur apni behno ke saath rehne ko kaha...main nhi chahta tha uss par bhi dukh aaye....fir meri zindgi me kuch khushiya bhi aayi....jo didi mere pass bhi nhi aati thi wahi didi meri zindgi me aayi...kirti didi mere pas anne lagi hamri nazdki badne lagi aur main mummy ki diye ja rahe dukh ko bhulta ja raha tha ek saal tak didi mere bahut nazdik aa gyi...unho ne kaha wo pyar karti hai mujhse...maine bhi unhe kaha main bhi pyar karta hu aur unhe apni zindgi ka hisa bana liya...ek saal baad papa ne sab ko sehar bula liya par maine padai ka bahana kar yahi goan me rah gye baki sab chle gye...mujhe didi ki bahut yaad aati thi aur me khud ko khosne laga maine jane se maana kyo kiya main jald se jald kirti didi ke pas jana chahta tha...khair intzae me ek saal beet hi gye maine apne goan me padai khatam kar sehar chala gya main bas didi ke jana chahta tha....sehar me mere aane se neha bahut khush thi...wahi choti mummy ka gussaa bhadh gya...ghar hamra bahut bada tha bua bhi sehar aa gye the papa ne uncle ko apne saath kaam par laga liya tha...main kirti didi ke milne se bekar tha par didi do din se kisi college trip par gyi huyi thi...khar teerse din didi ghar aayi main toh didi ko dekh khushi se pagal ho gya...par meri khushi jaise pal bhar me chali gyi aur didi mujhe milne bhi nhi aayi maine socha didi mujhe naraj hogi pehle yaha na aane se...agle din pure priwar ko chacha ke ghar jana tha party thi unke ghar...main bhi gya par kriti didi nhi gyi...main party me aa toh gya par mera dil nhi lag raha tha main didi ke pas jana chahta tha aur me thodi der me main papa ko baata ghar aa gya papa ne mujhe ghar ki chabi de di agar kirti ghar na ho toh main reh sako aur main ghar jakar bina bell bajye apni chabi se ghar ka door khol ander chala gya aur hall me jo seen tha usse dekh meri saase ruk gyi...sasir me jaan nhi thi...aakho me aasu the aur samne kirti aur ek ladka nange chipke the jaise unho ne mujhe dekha toh didi ander bhag gyi aur wo ladka kapde pehn mujhe marne laga main bas maar kha raha tha...thodi der baad didi aayi aur mujhe uss ladke se dur kiya...main bas aakho me aasu liye didi ko dekh raha tha...didi kuch nhi boli par wo ladka galiya deta raha par main sunta raha...par uss ne jab meri maa ke baare main bola mujhe gussa aa gya aur main usse buri tarh se pitne laga...hamra jagda chal raha tha...ke ghar ke sabhi party se aa gye...fir kirti ne jo kaha main kabhi soch bhi nhi sakta tha...kirti ne mujh par rape ka dosh laga diya aur uss ladke ko apna pyar baatya aur usse bachya hai aisa bol diya...main apne hivpriwar ki nazro me gir gya par maine kirti ke khilaf kuch nhi bola...mere chup rehne ko papa ne mujhe hi doshi samjha aur pitne lage uss din meri achi pityi huyi...pure badan se khun nikal raha tha par kisi ko koi tars nhi aaya...mujhe tab dukh huya jab neha ne bhi mujhe galt samjh bura bhala bola aur thapd maar kar chali gyi...main tut gya...sab apne room chale gye...papa ne mujhe goan bejhne ka socha aur main chup chap apne room me aa gya ek baar socha khud ko khatam kar lu par mummy ek baat hamesa bachpan me kehti thi..."ZINDGI Ek SAFAR HAI ISSE KABHI MAAT RUKHNE DENA AUR NA KABHI KISI MUSIBAT ME HARNA....ZINDGI KE SAFAR KO HIMMAT SE JARI RAKHNA"

mujhe papa ne subh goan bejna tha iss liye maine raat me hi ghar se nikal gya..uss din 6/10/2012 thi.....mere pass mummy ke kuch paise diye the jo mujhe nana ne mere account me diye the itne pasie the ke main 5 saal tak bina kuch kiye kha pee sakta tha..maine papa ka sab kuch wahi rakh diya sif ek taswir ke jo pure priwar ki thi usse saath lekar nikal gya safr par ajju ke mama dehli me hai aur wo mujhe jante hi the toh main waha chala gya aur unho sab kuch baata diya sif kirti ke baare me chod kar unho ne meri help karne ka wada kiya...sabse pehle maine apna naam chage kiya...main mummy ka raja beta tha toh raja rehne diya par thakur ki jagah maine roy rakh liya taki mujhe koi nhi jane maine unn se bhi kuch na baatne ka bol kar apni zindgi yaha suru kar di maine college me admission le liya par mera eklapan mujhe bebas bana raha tha iss liye main business me gya...iss me bhi unho ne meri help ki meri kismat ne mera saath diya aur maine waha kamyabi bhi hasil ki aur maine sara waqt padai aur kaam me laga diya taki mujhe kabhi apno ki yaad na aaye...fir jab tumse mila toh tumhra dard bhi mere jaise tha iss liye tumhe main yaha le aaya aur uske baad toh tumhe sab paata hai pari....bas yeh meri khanni hai jisse puri maine ander chupa rakha tha

(pari ki aakho me aasu the wo raja se lipat rone lagti hai....aur raja usse chup karta hai)

pari:-promise raja kuch bhi ho jaye main tumhe kabhi nhi chodo gyi aakhri saas tak
RaJa:-pehle toh tum rona band karo nhi main tumhe chod duga
pari:-okkk raja mujhe kiss karo na


(raja pari ko kis karta hai aur fir pari waha se uth kar raja ke saath wale room me chali jati hai)


pari room se nikal dusre room chali gyi wahi raja lete apne dard ko kisi ko baata thoda sakun mehsus kar raha tha thodi der baad pari room me vapas aa jati hai aur raja ke saath let jati hai aur apna sar raja ki bhah par rakhti hai

Raja:-kaha chali gyi thi pari tum
Pari:-kahi nhi yahi toh thi tumhre dil me
Raja:-pari meri toh sari khanai sun li ab toh baata do tumne vaisa kyo kaha tha...koi wife kisi ladki ke pas bhi dekh le toh hagama ho jata hai aur tum ho ke mujhe auro ke pas bejh rahi ho....mera dimag soch soch fatne wala ho gya hai baata do na
Pari:-(pyar se ) toh itna sochne ko kis ne kaha tha bolo
Raja:-ab bata do na pls
Pari:-teek hai baba...raja yeh baat bhi tumse hi judi hoyi hai 
Raja:-(hairani se) wo kaise bhala chahti tum ho fir mujhse kaise judi hai
Pari:-raja tum apne pariwar ki aakhiri bar jankari kab li thi
Raja:-tumhre aane se kuch month pehle ajju yaha aaya tha dehli uss se paata laga tha papa business me success ho gye aur kirti ki shadi ho gyi aur bas thodi bahut bate....par tum kyo yeh poch rahi ho

(Raja ka dil ghabra raha tha)

Pari:-raja tumne kabhi janne ki khosis kyo nhi ki ke wo kaise hai
Raja:-janne ki kya jarurt hai pari ache hi hoge...sab mere bina khush hai toh main kyo pochne jao...aur tum wo baato jo main pochna chahta hu...yeh bakwas maat pocho
Pari:-raja meri ek choti ci khanai sun lo fir main baata dugi
Raja:-kon si khanni pari tum baat ko kaha se kaha le ja rahi ho raat ke ek baj gye hai
Pari:-tumhe sach janna hai toh yeh story bhi janni hogi raja samjhe aur ab tum sunna chahte ho ya nhi
Raja:-(bemam) sunno
Pari:-raja tum toh apni family uss raat chod aaye the aur asal main agle din kirti aur wo ladka jisse tumne mara tha wahi hai kirti ka husband deepak kumar...wo dono bahut khush the...kyo ki unho ne jo chaha tha wo ho gya tha par dono ki khushi ki wajah kuch aur thi....tumhri choti maa tumse iss liye nafrat karti thi kyo ki uski sagi behan yani tumhri chachi ne usse tumhre kilaf badka diya tha...unhe tumse khatra hai aisa yakeen dilya gya ab soch rahe hoge khatara kaisa toh tumhre dada ne sari property tumhre naam kar di thi jise tere chacha usse pana chahte..iss me unki wife yanni tumhri chachi bhi mili thi iss liye sabse pehle unho ne choti maa ko sikar banya aur tere khilaf badka diya....yeh kaam lamba tha wo jante the...waqt ke saath unho ne tumhre dada ke marte tumhre papa ko jaal me fasna chaha aur iss liye sehar business ke liye bhulya...fir sari family bhi sehar me aa gyi par tum nhi aaye jo unke liye sahi hua aur unho ne kirti ko fasne ka socha iss liye tumhri badi chachi ka bhatije deepak ko unho ne kiriti ko fasne ko bola gya jo uss ne ek saal me kar liya...fir padai ke baad tumhre aane ki khabar unhe mili...unke rasthe me sabse bada kaata tum the iss liye unho ne tumhe nikalne ka socha aur iske liye unho ne kirti ko jaal ke rup me pesh kiya aur deepak ne apni shadi ka tarika baata ke plan banya...uss din jo dekha wo sach nhi tha wo plan tha deepak ka aur vaisa hi huya aur tum uss me fas gye aur unho ne tumhe ghar se nikalwa diya par yeh baat tumhri choti maa Ko bhi pata nhi thi kyoki unho ne tumhri choti maa aur didi ko alg alg trike se fasya tha...tum ghar se nikal gye uske baad tumhre chacha ne kirti ke liye deepak ka ristha beja aur tumhre dad bhai ristha laya hai acha hoga maan kar ha kar diya aur do saal tak sab shi chalta raha aur deepak ne tumhre papa ka yakeen jeet liya aur business bhi khud sambhlne laga sabhi khush the....par fir unho ne final game khela aur tumhra death certificate tumhre jija ne papa ko mana kar banwa liya tumhre papa tum par gussa jarur the par wo tumse pyar bahut karte badi muskil se unho ne ha kari aur yahi unki galti thi...tumhri maut ke baad sari dolat tumhri behan yani kirti ki honi thi....uss sammne kirti ne ek pyari si beti ko janam diya thA...par unn dolat ke lutero ne uss bachi ko kidnap kar liya...police ko paise de diye...sab unki muthi me tha aur tumhri didi se dono chacho ne jawardasti sari property apne naam kara li jab tumhre papa ko baat pata chali toh unho ne tumhre chacha se bidh gye par iss me tumhre papa nhi rahe iss duniya me

(Pari ki baat sunte hi raja khada ho gya...usse aisa lag raha tha jaise kisi ne garam tel dal diya ho uske kano me....wo bas pari ko ghure ja raha tha aakhir bola

Raja:-pari tum jhoot bol rahi ho na taki main tum se uss baat ki wajah na pocho chalo teek hai main nhi pochta par yar aisa mazak nhi karte 
Pari:-(rote huye) khash yeh majak hota raja par yeh sach hai aur yeh baat 3 month pehle ki hai main tumhe pehle baatna chahti thi par iss baat ke liye tum tyar nhi the par jab tum ne mera haath thama uss din maine tumhe apne tarike se majboot bana chaha iss liye maine tumhe auro ke saath sambhog karne ko kaha...raja yeh sara khel aaurto ne khela hai aur unse jitne ke liye tumhe aarto par jit pani hogi
Raja:-(rote huye) par papa chale gye aur main unhe ek baar dekh bhi nhi paya 
Pari:-(ucchi awaj me) raja band karo rona apna majbot bano tum yehi hal soch kar roye rahe ho jara aage bhi toh sun lo
Raja:-kyaaaaa
Pari:-tumhre papa ko jaise taise jala diya gya tumhri choti mummy aur tumhri behno ko rakehl bankar rahne ka offer diya tumhre chacha ne par tumhri choti maa ne himmat nhi hari unke aage nhi hari....tumhre chacha ne tumhri choti maa ko ghar se dhake maar nikal diya yaha tak ke kapde bhi nhi lene diye tumhri maa ko....ab wo bhi kaha jati koi tikana bhi tha tut gye the sab uss waqt agar tumhri choti bua aur badi bua ne saath diya choti maa ko lekar apne goan chale gye kyoki unke pas ek wahi ek jagah bachi thi jo tere chacha ne nhi chini thi kyoki wo tumhre dada ne pehle se hi tumhri bua ke naam kar rakha rha...raja tumhri maa ko bhi tumhre chacha teek nhi hone de rahe the iss liye maine aur mona ne mil kar mummy ki jhooti maut tumre chacha ko dene ke liye doctor ko paise diye aur tumhri maa ko do month pehle dehli lekar aa gye the ab wo bilkul teek hai aur har waqt tumhe yaad karti hai unhe maine sab sach baat diya tha jis karan unho ne ab tak tumse milne ki jid nhi ki aur mera saath deti rahi

(Raja ghutno ke bal baith jata hai aur Rone lagta hai wahi pari bhi kuch der rone deti hai fir pari raja ko chup karti hai)

Raja:-pari maine kya kar diya mera priwar iss halat me hai aur maine unke baare me koi khabar bhi nhi li 
Pari:-raja tumhri koi galti nhi hai tumhri jagah koi bhi hota toh aisa hi karta 
Raja:-(hairani se) pari tumhe yeh sab kaise pata chala
Pari:-(dairy dete huye) yeh lo apni dairy jise tum ne naam diya hai "ZINDGI KA SAFAR" raja mujhe yeh dairy teen month pehle mili thi aur maine isse tumhre office hote roj padti thi aur jab sach paata laga toh maine tumhre baare pata lagne ke liye Payal aur Rita ki help li aur rita ne apni power ki madat se sab paata chal gya...jo maine tumhe tumhri family ke bare me pata chala wo mujhe kirti didi se milne ke baad pata chala maine unhe yeh baatya main tumhe janti hu fir unho ne sara sach baata diya aur fir tumhre bare me pocha aur maine unn se vada kiya main tumhe lao gyi
Raja:-pari mujhe maa se milna hai tum baato maa kaha hai mujhe maa se milna hai...pata nhi kaisi dekhti hogi meri maa
Pari:-dekho raat ke teen bajh gye hai hum subh hi chle gye mummy ji se milne par tumhe kuch aur bhi karna hai
Raja:-pari tum baato kya karna hai main tumhri koi baat nhi tal sakta tum bolo
Pari:-humne sabse pehle dharmapur tumhre goan jana tumhri choti maa aur behno ko uss narak si zindgi se niklne ke liye socho raja kaisi zindgi hogi unki jino ne kabhi pani tak nhi piya khud se wo tumhri behne kehto me majduri karne ko majbor hai raja hume unho sambhlna hoga tume apne gum Bhula unhe maaf karna hoga
Raja:-mujhe unn se koi sikwa nhi pari wo mere hai mere apne aur main kal hi dharmapur jata hu tum mummy ka dhyan rakhna
Pari:-tum unki chinta maat karo aur vaise bhi maine mona ko tumhre sehar wale ghar ko kharidne ko kaha hai iss liye usse saath lekar jana wo hamesa tumhri madat kare gyi
Raja:-mujhe pehle goan wali haweli chahiye pari usse pehle mujhe kharidna hai
Pari:-(muskurate huye) tumhri pasand mujhe paata hai maine wo pehle hi kharid li thi...ab bas tum choti mummy ghar ko ghar le aao maaf kar ke
Raja:-yeh kaam tum bhi kar sakti thi pari fir itne din ruki kyo
Pari:-raja galti toh unho ne ki thi na tumhre saath aisa karke iss liye unki saja de rahi thi saath me unka khayal bhi rakh rahi thi...par main chahti hu unhe tum sambhlo taki unko unki galti ka ehsas rahe
Raja:-pari tumne itna kuch sif mere liye
Pari:-nhi raja hamre liye
Raja:-tum kamal ho pari 
Pari:-tumhe unhe har tarh se sambhalna ho raja
Raja:-main samjh gya pari par kya tum khush hogi iss se
Pari:-mujhe paata hai tum mera waqt mujhe dete raho gye
Raja:-pari main chahta hu pehla sex main tumhre sath karo
Pari:-acha toh yeh baat hai teek hai tum kal mummy se maat milna sidhe subh hi dharmpur jao gye aur main aur mummy do din baad sehar sonpur aa jaye gye...ab uss din tak tumhe contral karna hoga mona ke rehte
Raja:-itna contral hai mera darling
Pari:-oh mujhe pata hai par uss se kiss kar lena pagli pagal hai tumhre liye...vaise sadu naam bura nhj rakha

(Fir dono hasne lagte hai fir achanak pari ki aakho se aasu niklne lagte hai jo raja apni jeeb se chat jata hai)

Raja:-pari janta hu apne husband karke shear karke dard hota hai par i promise main tumhra waqt kisi ko nhi duga
Pari:-raja bas yahi mere liye kafi hai

(Fir dono ek dusre ki bhaho me subh 4 bje so gye)